What? I’m Panromantic?
It’s been a while, Tumblr. Sorry about that. I got consumed with my portfolio and my senior classes and lost the Tumblr habit. I’m back now because I just missed everyone here at this lovely place.
Something really weird happened to me recently. See, I started to like someone I never thought I would like. Not because this person wasn’t awesome because they are, but because of what sex they are. That’s right, I found out that I liked a guy. What? But, girl, I thought you were a lesbian? Trust me, I am. But you liked a guy! Trust me, I still am completely gay.
Okay, you’re going to need to explain this. Don’t worry, I will! I’m homosexual, which means that I only like women sexually and physically. Basically, I look at girls and now what I like. Oooo! She’s so hot! However, I discovered through this guy that I’m panromantic. That means that I can develop romantic attachments to anyone, regardless of their gender.
Thing is, I don’t know if I could ever take that extra step and actually have sex with a guy. Why? I’m freaking gay! It’s one thing to go out on dates, kiss, and snuggle. It’s another to spread my legs for him. At least right now, that requires some physical attraction. So, no, guys, that means that you don’t have a shot at getting this lesbian in bed. No hetero!
I know what some of you are wondering, though: what happened to the guy? Well, the guy I liked was another trans person. An FTM, to be precise. We get along really well and he’s becoming one of my closest friendships right now. Unfortunately, he told me that he isn’t interested in a relationship right now. He’s going through a lot of stuff. So, yeah, I told him how I felt—obviously. I don’t regret telling him, though, because it’ll be easier for me to get over him now and move on.
Yes, that means I’m still available, ladies. Wink!